2012

I really wanted to do this and then I saw other people doing it as well and now I'll do it too.
This post will be about how beautiful 2012 was to me. It will be very nostalgic, but that's just how I feel right now.

So many things happened in 2012 and I've been so blessed.
Many bad things happened, too, but that's how it works in life, isn't it.


2011 was an awful year and so did it end. But then 2012 started, a year full of chances.

I travelled. A lot. That is what I love and what I want to do more. I want to travel the world and it started when I had the chance to visit Disney World in Orlando, Florida in April.
I'm a cheerleader and I was lucky enough to participate at the greatest cheerleading event in the whole world: The Cheerleading Worlds! It was amazing and I can't believe I was actually there! Everytime when I see pictures of CEA practicing on the big football field at the Sports Resort I think "I've had practice at this exact place!!" I'm so grateful that I could be there. Thank you to my old Team which will be forever in my heart, even if we're not together anymore. This was the perfect ending of a 4 year "relationship". I miss you but I already moved on, even if it still hurts sometimes. In Falloutboys' words: Thnks fr th mmrs. ♥


 Then it was summer. And the summer was not good. Too much rain. I mean, I love the soft drizzle of summerrain but that was not summer rain that was summer downpour. For about... I don't know anymore... but for at least about a month.
But then I "travelled" again ♥ This time to Berlin, again. This is just one of my favourite cities. It is so beautiful and there are so many things to experience and to do. There are so many nice places and pretty people who wear great fashion. I would love to live there one day. Not forever, but for a few years maybe. It's so inspiring.
Also thanks to Lydia and Stine for the time there!!

Then school started again - boo! I wanted to study harder...lol oops.
And then the best thing in my life so far happened ;_;
I travelled to JAPAN!
Japan has always been a place where I'd die for to go there. And then I had the chance to go there.
It was so amazing even if I only visited Tokyo. Want to go there again so badly. It is so beautiful and I just love everything. Especially the food haha. But also the fashion!
And the girls and boys at the school we went to were so cute and adorable!! ♥ Can't wait for them to come here this year!

In November I finally turned EIGHTEEN!! Yay! That means I can do whatever the fuck I want. I can buy  everything I want and I can go clubbing whenever I want to! YAY! (I don't do that very often though since I'm very awkward)
And then I got to see Florence + The Machine live. This woman. She is just perfect. Her voice is like heaven. ;_; That was one of the best concerts I've been to I think. I mean, it was not much about the show or anything it was just about the music. And I haven't been to a concert where they played music like this/had a singer with such a voice. It was just AMAZING.

And then it was december and now it is 2013. I don't know... Everything happened so fast.
I just hope I can travel more places (I will, actually. I'll be in France and England this summer!!)
I can't wait to meet new great people and to read more great books and to watch more great movies and tv series and just everything.

HAPPY NEW YEAR ♥

And now I really have to go to bed. It's 4.30 already hahaha. 

much love

xxx

Conney ♥

I'M BACKKK

Hello friendssss

how are ya'll doing? :3
I'm really stressed out in the last time. ´ A ` I always wanted to post something but I never really knew what and then I when I knew something I couldn't post because I didn't have time (´Д｀。)

Well there are some news kekeke
it's only 7 MORE DAYS TILL I LEAVE FOR JAPAN ♥
I am so excited!!!!
And when I'm back (and maybe also when I'm there, idk if there's wi-fi but I hope so) I'll post tons of pictures!!

If want to be up to date you can follor my instagram: tastemybeat

January Inspiration

Hi people :3

I hope you are all doing great.

My life is just being so nice to me recently. Last year we (my team) won this competition and we will go to the Worlds in Disneyworld this April (I'll be there from the 22nd - 30th) and then today I got an Email which said I can participate in a exchange programme to Japan from my school, which will be from October 4th - 12th I think. I am so happy about all this. I mean, I don't know if Orlando is THAT great but it's Disneyworld and I really really hope that we'll visit WWOHP too so it's ok.
But I am just so afraid of taking a plane. I love to travel but BY PLANE ..... I'm so freaking anxious :/

But whatever, I'll have to deal with this. I'll just take a valium before entering the plane hahaha

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And now here is some stuff that inspired in January

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bye bye 

xo

Rest in Peace

Thank you for these wonderful 17 years. 

I knew this day would come because you were almost 18 years old... but I didn't expect it to come so soon :(

But I think you had a great life and I'll never forget you because you were there since I was born.

Everyday in my life.

You were the best cat ever :)

I love you baby ♥

1994 - 2012 

PS: excuse this tragic post and what I wrote ;_; I know it's "only" a cat but still he with me for my whole life so far.... :( I hope you understand me..

A belated Happy New Year

Haha sorry about this  very late Happy New Year but I just didn't know what to post about and I was busy reading Naruto the whole last days and today reading Catching Fire the whole day.
Need to finish Catching Fire soon alskjdalksjd SO THRILLING. JEEZ.
SO MUCH LOVE FOR PEETA, GALE, HAYMITCH AND ALSO FINNICK (at least as far as I read)

So since I can't waste much time for this post because I want to keep reading here are some things I'm looking forward to this year <3

January - February: CARNIVAL TIME 

If you don't come from Germany you probably won't understand this. But this is one of the best times in the year and the 5th inofficial season (at least in my region of Germany)
That means: dressing up as whatever you want to, having fun with loads of people (old and young) and dancing groups and funny speeches on stage :) I guess you can't really imagine... But I don't care, I just love this season :) and I'll meet friends I don't see that often unfortunately. (´ _ `) therefore: DOUBLE FUN ♥ haha

March: REGIONALS

Uh, to be honest, I'm not really looking forward to this because I'm already so nervous. But since I love my team and my groupstunt is great I hope for the best. The least thing we want is a qualification for nationals. That's the most important thing to achieve there.

April: TRIP TO ORLANDO/DISNEYWORLD TO THE WORLDS!

THIS IS MY HIGHLIGHT #1 THIS YEAR. SERIOUSLY. I'll be in ORLANDO and in DISNEYWORLD and I really hope that some teammates and I are going to visit the WWOHP (Wizarding World of Harry Potter) too. Well we don't know yet since it's very expensive and we don't have that much time outside of Disneyworld...But still...ugh SO EXCITED!!

May: NATIONALS

First of all we have to qualify...but I really hope we do. And then the best thing would be becoming National Champion...but I don't know...the other teams are so good...but I hope for it because this is my last year in my team :(

October: TRIP TO JAPAN

This is not confirmed yet but this would definitely be the highlight #2 this year haha. Because Japan is one of my favourite countries and I just love everything about it (well almost)
But I don't knot yet because my parents already have to pay for my Orlando-Vacation.... :/

November: 18TH BIRTHDAY

YAY. Finally I'm going to turn 18 this year :))) that means NON-STOP-PARTY. lol, no. but still... XD

December: WORLD ENDS

When there really is an apocalypse 2012 at least I had a fucking awesome year! So, we'll see what happens :>


bye
xo

I'M BACK ~

YAY.

Gosh. I'm so busy with school and practise and I have no idea what else. so, here's finally a post.
I'll post a haul tomorrow or on monday maybe because yesterday I bought so many lovely things ♥

This weekend is so boring.
I am waiting for my Pottermore Welcome mail like 24/7 and it just doesn't want to arrive. It seems that I'm meant to be a squib ;___;
Also all of my friends are busy with their boyfriends and don't have time for me so I'll just sit in front of that goddam computer tonight. Yay. I mean, yesterday, on a friday, I went to bed at 11.45 pm. My usual bedtime on weekends is like 2.00 am. D:
and tomorrow will be kinda boring too.


I actually wanted to go for a jog today...Maybe I'll do it now.

So....yeah.

lololol trying to look sexy. XD

*blush*

I read about using blush as eye makeup in a magazine and I wanted to try it. and it kinda looked good I think. But you can barely see it on the pictures... It actually had a deeper tone.
And I thought red lipstick would fit :) ...well, it is the only lipstick I have, but still it fitted XD

And you know what? ;__; On these pictures my skin is so flawless (yeah the last one isn't that perfect). If you compare one of these with a picture of me half a year ago you will be like "OMGWTF".
I don't want to be arrogant or anything I'm just so happy that my skin improved so much ;_; but I'm still kind of scared that I will wake up one day and I have acne again. ;__; GAH! NIGHTMARE ;_; hope you understand me ♥

bye :)
xo 

Good Day

Ah. Today/yesterday was such a good day.
I only had school till 11:15 and in the afternoon my mum and I went to the city and I got some cool new things ♥
But I will post about these things later... (￣▽￣ ;)

When I just came home my sister said that one of my best friends called and I recalled her and she asked me if I wanted to go to a club with her and some other good friends.
I was very tired all day and I didn't really want to but even though I said yes.
When we entered the club it was pretty awkward because we were the only/the first people in there.
But after a while a few more arrived. It was not really good until then but when we got a bit drunk it was pretty funny. In the end we danced so much and it was so good. ☆
The music was kinda terrible and old and too much rap,etc and when we left the DJ started to play good and new music (- ____ - ;) that freaking sucked.
But I think it is like when it is the most fun you always have to leave... -_-

Now I'm so tired and I really need to go to bed.

Tomorrow I'll post about my new things (*´A`*)ノ
But I still didn't buy a new bag. I've seen so many beautiful bags in the last time but they're all so expensive. :(
But I really want to have a new one!!!! :(
A leather/fake leather bag......BUT I HAS NO LOS MONEYOS. NO ME GUSTA.

And now good night ♥  (￣³￣)ノ))
xo

lookbook,etc. :)

Yo.

Also ich muss sagen, ich habe in den letzten Tagen lookbook.nu für mich entdeckt XD und es ist einfach die reinste hipster seite. Im Grunde find ich die Seite ja irgendwie cool aber irgendwie auch abschreckend. Wie cool und geil sich die ganzen Leute fühlen. o_o und es haben eigentlich nur ein paar da was drauf....Aber ok.

Ich hab mich letztens ja auch ein bisschen Hipster gefühlt und mir diese tollen Schuhe gekauft in Berlin ♥ (und noch ein paar andere sachen...)



Und morgen werde ich den letzten Teil von Harry Potter im Kino sehen ;_____; Gaaaaaaaaah. Ich muss ein paar schachteln Tempos mit ins Kino nehmen T_T und essen........weil ich vorher noch training hab *__* endlich wieder <3 :D

Wir haben uns für die IASF Worlds qualifiziert *_* und fliegen nächstes Jahr (wahrscheinlich :x) nach Orlando <333 deshalb ist jetzt hartes Training angesagt! Aber ich muss auch so mal was machen....nicht nur dafür -_- insgesamt mal was für mich....laufen gehen ist ja insgesamt voll gut :o ...... ich muss mich echt mal dazu bringen regelmäßig laufen zu gehen....aber immerhin mache ich jetzt schon (fast) regelmäßig bein-krafttraining XD
naja.

tschööö :)

（；へ：）

Ersthaft. Wie kann man so viel Pech haben?
Das geht doch überhaupt nicht. D:

Egal. Ich hoffe trotzdem auf ein tolles Wochenende und viel Spaß im Moviepark :3
Ich bin jedenfalls sowas von gar nicht aufgeregt...Naja, ist ja eigentlich ganz gut so :'D


Noch 25 Tage bis zu X Japan :))))
das beste was in diesem Jahr einfach passiert ♥
Ich werde Yoshiki, Toshi, Pata, Heath und Sugizo live sehen *_*
ICH KANN ES IMMER NOCH NICHT GLAUBEN, MAN.

彡(ﾉ*´▽｀*)ﾉ

OH GOTT.
ICH KANN ES NICHT FASSEN DAS X JAPAN NACH DEUTSCHLAND KOMMEN UND ICH SIE SEHEN WERDE VERDAMMT.
Das ist etwas, woran ich nie geglaubt habe ;_; Ich meine... X Japan ist nicht irgendeine Band...sondern halt X Japan. XD Yoshiki, Toshi, Pata, Heath und Sugizo (& hide natürlich :x) ;_____; Ich wäre niemals auf den Gedanken gekommen, dass sie nach Deutschland kommen würden...Ich hätte eher gedacht ich müsste iwann den weiten Weg nach Japan auf mich nehmen um sie live zu sehen ;3; Allerdings bleibt nur zu hoffen, dass sie auch wirklich kommen. ;_; Es heißt ja sie würden öfters mal auch ein Konzert absagen.... Aber ich glaube ganz fest daran, dass sie kommen werden <3
Aber vor allem ist es ja ausverkauft bzw war ausverkauft, jetzt wurde es ja in die Columbiahalle verlegt ;3; Oh maaaan. XD Naja, auf jedenfall freu ich mich wie blöd :D



Und momentan bin ich voll im Doctor Who Fieber ;_; Es ist einfach soooo toll XD Ich sage ja immer ich mag keine Sci-Fi Serien, aber insgeheim steh ich doch voll drauf ;_; Echt traurig. Das ist alles nur mein Vater schuld. Jaja. Ich bin zwar erst bei der 2. Staffel, aber trotzdem. Maaaaan, es sind zwar Ferien, aber irgendwie komm ich doch nie dazu, weiter zu gucken. Belastung im Leben ey <_<; Bis Samstag bzw Sonntag muss ich alles geguckt haben, dann kommt die neue Staffel raus! :O Also, keine Müdigkeit vortäuschen und weitergucken!

Aber vorher noch Kimi ni Todoke gucken xD Alter. Dieser Kitsch ist so unglaublich. Aber ich stehe so darauf, weil ich sowas einfach nie erleben werde ._. Naja, eig passiert sowas eh nur in 0.000000472749 Fällen oder so, wette ich -_- das ist einfach zu perfekt. DAS IST SO UNFAIR ;_; UND ICH SITZE HIER SO "Joa...Forever Alone erscheint mir eine sehr passende Lebensentscheidung..."

(*´Д｀)=3

Boa!
Hauptsache einfach täglich Training und Privatleben = 0
Aber nächsten Samstag ist ja auch schon Meisterschaft ;_; Ehrlichgesagt bin ich schon ziemlich aufgeregt irgendwie. Ich hab so angst dass alles kracht und aklsjdlkajd
Und jetzt wo schon RM Süd und Ost war und da manche Teams so gut waren.... ;_; nun gut, ich hoffe einfach mal, dass alles steht und wir dann mal voll gut sind und uns qualifizieren für die Deutsche und dass ist ja eig die Hauptsache.


Außerdem liebe ich einfach Misfits ♥ Es ist so lustig und einfach richtig Britisch und nicht so ne typisch klischeehafte Ami-Serie. Genauso wie Doctor Who...was ich dringend mal weitergucken muss D: man! Ich will Zeit haben! Am liebsten ja Ferien XD

Und ich sollte jetzt mal lieber Französisch lernen anstatt hier blöd rumzubloggen weil ich am Montag 'ne Arbeit schreibe ;_;
Und vll auch ein bisschen Latein X'D wenn ich mich motivieren kann. Aber ehrlichgesagt....ich hab nicht mal die geringste Idee wie der Konjunktiv gebildetet wird. Und kb Vokabeln zu lernen. -_- Ach, ich hasse Schule! D: