My life is just being so nice to me recently. Last year we (my team) won this competition and we will go to the Worlds in Disneyworld this April (I'll be there from the 22nd - 30th) and then today I got an Email which said I can participate in a exchange programme to Japan from my school, which will be from October 4th - 12th I think. I am so happy about all this. I mean, I don't know if Orlando is THAT great but it's Disneyworld and I really really hope that we'll visit WWOHP too so it's ok.
But I am just so afraid of taking a plane. I love to travel but BY PLANE ..... I'm so freaking anxious :/
But whatever, I'll have to deal with this. I'll just take a valium before entering the plane hahaha
Oh god. I love 2NE1. Really.
There are so many korean girlbands who are all trying to be cute etc but 2NE1 is so different from all these. They are like the bad girls of Southkorea. And I love that.
And their new song/MV is so good. Well, the video is okay but the song is perfect.
And I think so many people can relate to what this song is about.
It is about being ugly, etc. It really is so perfect. I mean, they are NOT ugly but even if someone is not ugly they may find themselves ugly.
That are the lyrics (engl. translation):
[CL] I’m trying to smile brightly but
I don’t like it
I’m not pretty, I’m not beautiful
Oh oh oh oh x 2
[BOM] I’m trying to sing but
No one is listening
I’m not pretty, I’m not beautiful
Oh oh oh oh x 2
[DARA] Why am I this ugly
What must I do for me to be able to smile brightly like you?
[MINJI] I’m getting angry again, why can’t I ever be perfect
I simply put the blame on my ugly appearance in this broken mirror
[BOM] Don’t look at me, I hate this feeling right now
I want to hide away somewhere, I want to escape
This world is full of lies
[CL] I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty
I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly
[MINJI] Don’t tell me that you can understand me so easily
My ugly and crooked heart may even come to resent you
[BOM] Don’t force me to talk, I’m not right for you
The cold thorns inside that patronizing gaze suffocate me [MINJI] Don’t come closer, I don’t even want your concern
I want to leave away to somewhere, I want to shout out
This world is full of lies
[CL] I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty
I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly
[DARA] All alone
I’m all alone x 2
There is no such thing as warmth
There is no one by my side
All alone
I’m all alone x 2
I’m always alone
There’s no such thing as warmth
Next to my side, there’s not even anyone to embrace me
[CL] I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be prety
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty
I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly
