random camwhoring

Salut tut les mondes!

well.... yesterday I was really bored...
so I tried out a gyaru make up but I failed really badly.... Idk why... It was just fucking ugly.
But I always wanted to try how to draw cat-eye eyeliner and so I tried out... first with my circle lenses in but then when I wanted to put on some mascara I hit my eye with the mascara and everything was black XD so I had to put them off and clean them and then I was too lazy to put them on again..

This is just really random and not even pretty XD I was just bored and tried out the eyeliner (kinda failed this too ;_; )


Have a nice night/day/whatever wherever you are ♥

kbyeeee

Oh there you are Perry!!

Unfortunately it's not always like you want it to be...

Last saturday I've been to Regionals (cheer comp) and I don't really want to talk about it that much because it was not really good and we're not yet definitely qualified for Nationals :(
We will know on saturday if we're really qualified or not :(( I'm hoping and praying and wishing :(((

in the hall of the competition :)

FCK YEAH!!! :)

 pretty, isn't it? haha. my flyer's elbow + my chin = ouch.

 my uniform airdrying :D

yeah these were just a few pics from saturday and sunday :) and last but not least a very rare look:

 TA-DA ~ me with straight hair.

I usually never straighten my hair but I always have to do it for competitions :/ 

I think it looks ok but also very weird. My hair feels dry and damaged when it's straight.....

I will post some very pretty but also old photographs tomorrow I think :> because I looked through old photos recently and they were all so beautiful and adorable ;__; 

But you'll see.

kbye. :D

xo 

 ♥

PS: If you're annoyed by all the cheer posts in the last time, I'm sorry but this is just so important to me right now. 

"5th Season"

Telling all the things that happened in the last days would be way too much to write in this post and people wouldn't read it anyway...so here are just some pictures and how my last few days have been in short.

Since it's carnival-time where I live (or how we call it in my region "Fassenacht". It's also called the "5th season" :D) we didn't have school on thursday and friday and also not today and tomorrow.

Thursday: It was ok. nothing really special but fun though.
Friday: It was SO much fun but it didn't end well hahaha.
Saturday: Didn't do anything at all.
Sunday: first it was very good and funny but then everything was screwed up -_-
Today: I won't do anything special today, just study and read my stupid books for school <_<
Tomorrow: same as today.

me /D my hair looks so long there ;_;

 best friend :>

 mona + me

unfortunately not my kigurumi ;_;

PENIS lolol

so yeah. just a few pics :>

bye

xo

PS: here is a song I really like at the moment ´ A `

First time gyaru make-up and other stuff.

Phew. There happened so much in my life in the last few days.
I got a cat, the bitch that gave it to us 'stole' (took) it (click here for my rage post) ; I tried gyaru make-up with false lashes the first time ; I got accepted for the exchange to Japan (idk if I already mentioned that) ; I went out with friends but they were bored the whole time so they left earlier than I did and I cought a cold because I only wore a dress and it was about -15°C when I went home that night. Oh yeah and yesterday it FINALLY snowed!! Couldn't believe it myself but it's true. I don't know how it could snow anyway because it also was about at least -10°C outside...So...yeah.
I think this is the short version of my life in the last few days.....So the only pics you will find below will be pictures of my make up ;_; sorry.

( Please ignore my bathroom in the pictures haha. I didn't take proper pictures because I just wanted to try the make up )

this is what my eyes looked like... (no lenses and no lower lashes)

 some stupid posing lolol. I really suck at it. ain't even cute

also I got a haircut that day ;__; but just the tips.

 and this is what my make up looked like when I went out with my friends ;_; /D

 So, these are some of the pics of saturday. I still have some on my mobile phone but I'm too lazy to copy them on my computer so..yeah.
Also I have one last photo because I always get told my legs are "so thin and so long" but in my opinion they're just average thin and in comparism to my height (about 183-185 cm) average long. So take a look...what do you think? (´ A `;;)

lol very blurry and again I suck at posing but you don't need to see my face <_<;;
Idk ;_; I just think they're...average. and also I don't like my inner thighs so I especially work out to get rid of the stupid "fat" there haha /DD (I don't think I'm fat though.)


Ok and now thank you for reading, or for not reading this very selfish post ♥
bye bye
xo

PS: PLEASE tell me your opinion about my gyaru make up /D I want to improve and I know it's pretty shitty actually. So just give me some tipps :3

WANT: January

Hello people :)

I decided to make a monthly "What I currently want" post.

So here we go:

New Mobile Phone

IQ84

Kittens

( credit / by bumbe, on flickr )

a Puppy/Dog

Hair Straightener

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that's it pretty much at the moment I think.

What I want the most are kittens and a puppy because I feel kinda lonely without any pets :(

Bye :)

xo

PS: Yesterday I looked really lovely. take a look :)

It's kind of a funny story.....

Oh god.
I haven't posted anything for like ages, lol.
And to be honest I have no idea what to write about at the moment because I spent like 3/4 of the week with school and practice and only on the weekend I really have time for friends,etc but I don't really go out or anything currently. My life is freaking boring actually.

But I'm reading "It's kind of a funny story" at the moment and it is so good so far!!!

I love books with deeper meaning.....well I think it doesn't really have a deeper meaning because it's quite obvious what's it about but I love the fact that you can see how people can break down under the weight of work or school or whatever. I think if I was a little bit more dedicated to school and still would fail I'd break down one day too....but actually I'm one of the laziest girls on earth when it comes to school....so I have to accept that I don't get perfect marks. But to be honest I think if I studied harder I'd have better grades.....but... well....no motivation, sorry XD

so this is just my life at the moment in a few sentences.

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Like two weeks ago I was in Düsseldorf because it was Japan Day there and I met with some cool friends ♥ it was a very nice day and we ate korean food and IT WAS THE BEST FUCKING FOOD I EVER ATE FO'REAL....unfortunately I have no idea what it was...

My make up that day was inspired by make up of various gyarus.....but since I don't have any falsies or circle lenses it is just without these things :3 I actually like it tho. I think it makes my eyes look bigger and brighter and it makes me look a little cute ;_; (well, that all sounds a little selfish but this picture was taken at like 1 am and my make up still looks good XD)

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bye  :3 ♥
xo

PS: I try to update more often from now on but I don't promise. I'm just so busy :((( school sucks!!!!

Crochet Beret

This is what my crochet beret looks like when it's finished. 

Actually I think it looks pretty cute because I put this little flower on it, but unfortunately it is WAY too small for my head haha. I made it exactly like the instruction said but I think the instruction was made for thicker yarn and thicker needles...well....that is what came out. And even though it's too small for me to wear it I'm proud because it looks quite good for my first crochet beret ever. :)

 

Since it is too small to show how it looks worn on a real person, my stuffed dog Malte is the model for it haha.

I have no idea what to do with it. ;_; it is just too small for anyone who's older than 3 I think haha XD my sister's 10 and it doesn't fit either. Well, whatever. I'll just wait till I have a child (in 1298293 years maybe) and then he or she has to wear it. no matter what gender. I'll just force my child haha

When I went out saturday night I had the feeling I kinda looked like Taylor Swift.... I mean, not really, but kind of. Especially the hair...

GOOD NIGHT ☆

 

xo

I'M BACK ~

YAY.

Gosh. I'm so busy with school and practise and I have no idea what else. so, here's finally a post.
I'll post a haul tomorrow or on monday maybe because yesterday I bought so many lovely things ♥

This weekend is so boring.
I am waiting for my Pottermore Welcome mail like 24/7 and it just doesn't want to arrive. It seems that I'm meant to be a squib ;___;
Also all of my friends are busy with their boyfriends and don't have time for me so I'll just sit in front of that goddam computer tonight. Yay. I mean, yesterday, on a friday, I went to bed at 11.45 pm. My usual bedtime on weekends is like 2.00 am. D:
and tomorrow will be kinda boring too.


I actually wanted to go for a jog today...Maybe I'll do it now.

So....yeah.

lololol trying to look sexy. XD

*blush*

I read about using blush as eye makeup in a magazine and I wanted to try it. and it kinda looked good I think. But you can barely see it on the pictures... It actually had a deeper tone.
And I thought red lipstick would fit :) ...well, it is the only lipstick I have, but still it fitted XD

And you know what? ;__; On these pictures my skin is so flawless (yeah the last one isn't that perfect). If you compare one of these with a picture of me half a year ago you will be like "OMGWTF".
I don't want to be arrogant or anything I'm just so happy that my skin improved so much ;_; but I'm still kind of scared that I will wake up one day and I have acne again. ;__; GAH! NIGHTMARE ;_; hope you understand me ♥

bye :)
xo