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On Friday I went to the city with a friend to buy some stuff (dress,shoes,etc) for some kind of a Yule Ball of my school....but I didn't find anything.

My friend bought some very pretty, black high heels - I can't even wear high heels because I'm even taller than 70% of the guys WITHOUT any shoes. That is fucking depressing :/ I mean flats are nice and I like wearing them but I'd love to be able to wear some gorgeous high heels just once :( I hate being so goddamn tall.

Also my friend already has a dress for the ball and I don't.. :/

I found two very pretty dresses but the first one was..well...Idk. It was a little short (which is actually no problem for me haha) but it didn't really look good on me..because it is very wide around the tummy and tight around the legs :/ and the second one was SO gorgeous and SO cheap (from 160€ reduced to 30€!!!!!) but it was only available in size S and even if I'm pretty thin I'd never fit in that size lol.


This was all so depressing :(

So when I was about to go home I bought some chocolate (I actually don't really like chocolate but I was so depressed that I had an urge to eat some haha) and went to the bus ;_;


Idk what to do now. The  ball is in 2 weeks and I only have a not-so-pretty dress I really don't want to wear. D: Either I find a nice dress (forget the shoes I'll just wear some fcking flats （。。;）) or I just don't go to the ball :<


Sorry (*´Д｀)=3 no pictures in this post. no good pictures and the battery of my camera just died :'D

I just wanted to complain about the current situation ;_;

bye
xo 

Shopping problems

I went to the city today with my mum and my sister because they wanted to buy some stuff for school and I wanted to buy a bag, make up or something else. But since I'm broke at the moment and all the things I like are so expensive I ended up buying nothing. Do you know that feeling when you really need to buy something but nothing seems to please you or you don't have enough money but you still want to buy something but then end up coming home with nothing new? I hate this so much. Especially because I have seen Bobbi Brown make up and make up brushed in one shop （￣□￣＃） and I love her stuff. But it is so expensive. And I have also seen some lovely converse shoes on sale but my mum said I have so many shoes I don't need new ones.
At least she bought me this stuff for school in 2 weeks (gah already in 2 weeks I have to go back to school. (´･д･`;)  nooo)

 

And here are some pictures of me because I was pretty bored ~ (｡_｡*))) 

Oh yeah my sister bought a NDS game in Game Stop and there was a XBox 360 for 199€  σ(；´Д`) 

Since I really want/need one I'm considering if I should either tell my parents they should give it to me for my birthday or if I should buy it on my own....but that's a lot of money ヽ(´▽｀)/  and  then I still have to buy some games....so....I have no idea what to do. 

and now bye (*￣▽￣)ﾉ~~

xo