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On Friday I went to the city with a friend to buy some stuff (dress,shoes,etc) for some kind of a Yule Ball of my school....but I didn't find anything.

My friend bought some very pretty, black high heels - I can't even wear high heels because I'm even taller than 70% of the guys WITHOUT any shoes. That is fucking depressing :/ I mean flats are nice and I like wearing them but I'd love to be able to wear some gorgeous high heels just once :( I hate being so goddamn tall.

Also my friend already has a dress for the ball and I don't.. :/

I found two very pretty dresses but the first one was..well...Idk. It was a little short (which is actually no problem for me haha) but it didn't really look good on me..because it is very wide around the tummy and tight around the legs :/ and the second one was SO gorgeous and SO cheap (from 160€ reduced to 30€!!!!!) but it was only available in size S and even if I'm pretty thin I'd never fit in that size lol.


This was all so depressing :(

So when I was about to go home I bought some chocolate (I actually don't really like chocolate but I was so depressed that I had an urge to eat some haha) and went to the bus ;_;


Idk what to do now. The  ball is in 2 weeks and I only have a not-so-pretty dress I really don't want to wear. D: Either I find a nice dress (forget the shoes I'll just wear some fcking flats （。。;）) or I just don't go to the ball :<


Sorry (*´Д｀)=3 no pictures in this post. no good pictures and the battery of my camera just died :'D

I just wanted to complain about the current situation ;_;

bye
xo