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On Friday I went to the city with a friend to buy some stuff (dress,shoes,etc) for some kind of a Yule Ball of my school....but I didn't find anything.

My friend bought some very pretty, black high heels - I can't even wear high heels because I'm even taller than 70% of the guys WITHOUT any shoes. That is fucking depressing :/ I mean flats are nice and I like wearing them but I'd love to be able to wear some gorgeous high heels just once :( I hate being so goddamn tall.

Also my friend already has a dress for the ball and I don't.. :/

I found two very pretty dresses but the first one was..well...Idk. It was a little short (which is actually no problem for me haha) but it didn't really look good on me..because it is very wide around the tummy and tight around the legs :/ and the second one was SO gorgeous and SO cheap (from 160€ reduced to 30€!!!!!) but it was only available in size S and even if I'm pretty thin I'd never fit in that size lol.


This was all so depressing :(

So when I was about to go home I bought some chocolate (I actually don't really like chocolate but I was so depressed that I had an urge to eat some haha) and went to the bus ;_;


Idk what to do now. The  ball is in 2 weeks and I only have a not-so-pretty dress I really don't want to wear. D: Either I find a nice dress (forget the shoes I'll just wear some fcking flats （。。;）) or I just don't go to the ball :<


Sorry (*´Д｀)=3 no pictures in this post. no good pictures and the battery of my camera just died :'D

I just wanted to complain about the current situation ;_;

bye
xo 

My Heart is Sapphire Blue ❤

 lolol look at Siwon's and Kyuhyun's shoes. trying to cheat on their height haha

I can't help it but I'm so in love with Super Junior at the moment.

SHINee was always my favourite SM Town band but then Super Junior released A-CHa and my love for them began to grow so fast <3

I saw some fancam videos of SS4 from Saturday and it was so perfect (especially Ryeowook's solo haha, didn't know he can be that hot!!)

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I don't want to sound like one of these creepy fangirls but I just really love them at the moment. Every single member. Like all 13 original SuJu member and Henry and Zhoumi! <3

I wish they would come to Germany with their Super Show 4. But I guess they'll just visit France :(

I'm gonna wait until they announce the tour dates and places and I really hope that they'll come to Germany. This would make 2012 really perfect.

see the perfection? <3

Yeah...I don't really know what to write...I think all is said. I just wanted to express my love to them in this post.  

THANK YOU, SUPER JUNIOR.

bye :)

xo

PS: I really sound like a creepy fangirl....but actually I don't care. :3 PROUD E.L.F ♥

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bye! ♥

season finales - life over.

Once again this post is about my addiction to tv shows.
This time about NCIS and The Mentalist.

OH MY GOODNESS.
The 8th season of NCIS and the 3rd season of The Mentalist just ended here in Germany and all I can say just "ASLKJDALFALKSJDALKSD"

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NCIS first.
Oh dear. I mean the death of the Port to Port Killer was...meh. it was obvious that he would die in the end, so there's nothing special I have to say about it.
But the thing that shocked me, was, what Tony has to do now for the SecNav. SERIOUSLY WHOSE PICTURE WAS IN THIS FOLDER?!?!?!?!
I really had no idea until a friend of mine said that he thinks it could've been Vance, but another friend said Barret....But seriously, I never trusted Vance. He's such a suspicious character. I have no idea what is in his mind and he's kind of a fucking jerk. (Jenny was the best director ever ♥)
So I have no idea what to think now. I don't know if I want to wait until season 9 will begin here in Germany because I'm so excited at the moment and I really want to know what happens next (´____`;)
I'm so impatient haha.


And now The Mentalist

OH MY GOD. This was one of the most shocking season finales I've ever seen. First of all, the "mole". I always thought that Van Pelt's fiancé was kinda weird but I didn't think that he worked for Red John. Serisouly, that fucking bastard. If he wasn't dead already I would jump into the TV and kill him myself. Don't hurt pretty little Van Pelt, boy! D:
But my OTP always was Van Pelt x Rigsby （　´∀｀;）

But that was not the worst in this episode. Patrick Jane killed Red John. Or at least the man that pretended to be him. I don't know if it really was him. I hope so, because Jane has his peace now. BUT THO ASJKADLSDASFLAKSDL ;_____;
Well, at least Hightower is back. <3 

- - - - - - - END OF SPOILER - - - - - - -

I have no words to express my feelings about all these things.


I just know that I want to know how it goes on but I'm not sure if I should watch these series (and Hawaii 5-0 too....GOD. that was a shocking finale too DDD:) online in English or just wait till NEXT YEAR ...... 

I hope I don't bother you with my feelings, but I really needed to write about this.

bye bye

xo :3

PS: I need to buy so many things (ノД`) And in one week is my birthday (＾□＾*) And I don't know if I should go to the 30 Seconds to Mars concert or not.... D:

RANT: Gyaru Secrets

Ok. To be honest, I like reading some secrets because sometimes they're true.
But like 2/3 of all the 'secrets' are HATE.
And not just any sort of hate. This seriously is cyber bullying.


EXAMPLES

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And these are not even the worst. There are posts of fat or black gyarus,etc. That is so pathetic.

I like the gyaru style but western gyarus are some fucking bitches. They post hate posts about others but I bet they look even worse.

I saw this also posted on gyaru secrets and all I can say is: TRUE STORY.

Don't tell others they're ugly or fat or whatever. You are the ones who are the ugly people. When you''re ugly on the inside you're ugly on the outside aswell. So just shut the fuck up and stop hating and posting those pictures on g_s. Tell these people what bothers you in the face in some nice words like "you could improve xy" or "try to do xy". Posting these things just makes you a fucking ugly coward. You ain't no better than people you hate on.

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That doesn't mean there are no nice or funny things on g_s. There are loads of posts like "she is so beautiful, who is she?" or "she is my inspiration" or "such a great gyaru".
I just wanted to say that these posts annoy me. I mean, sometimes some posts are true but still it hurts these people.


bye bye
xo

Fingerbiting problems....

 

 

I suffer from this so badly. I can't even tell myself to stop because my will is not strong enough. Like seriously. D:

There I had the idea that it maybe will get better if I always wear nail polish. I don't think this will be good for my nails but since I take Biotin it's ok haha.
But my problem is I only have a few nailpolishes because I barely wear any of them. You know, red nail polish takes ages to vanish from your nails and so does blue. and the only other colour I have is brown/purple. XD

But whatever currently I have a metallic blue on my nails and I looove this colour. It is so pretty! But it doesn't really match with my clothes....but I don't care haha. And it is almost empty...or just too old...but you need to paint over and over on the nail with it like 1000 times

and this is the brown/purple....well it looks a little bit like black but it is not black it is just veeery dark. But it's pretty though.


So far it kind of keeps me from biting the skin around my nails....well at least the skin on the 'beginning' of the nail.... :/ I really want to stop with that but I have no idea how. I'm kinda desperate... and my fingers look so ugly and when there's blood all over them,etc they look even worse -.-
(I'm not this "oh I'm so ugly etc" person but when it comes to my hands I'm very....like this haha)


Well, need to go to bed now ~
bye bye :3
xo

PS: I finished It's kind of a funny Story ! It is such a goooooood book!! :))