2012 is coming

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I wish you all spend this night with your loved ones and have loads of fun, alcohol, fireworks, etc ♥

May 2012 be a better year than 2011 :)

I won't do anything tonight because I'm not invited to any party or something

(well, there is a party my best friend goes to but I don't wanna go there /D)

So I'll just stay at home with my Parents, Sister and Grandma and eat and watch TV ... :(

But whatever.

I wish you all a

HAPPY NEW YEAR 彡☆

I'm grateful for all the people I got to know and became good friends with 

and for all the things I got or achieved this year.

 And I hope 2012 will bring many great memories with great friends.

Bye bye, see you next year ;)

xo

To see my New Year's Resolutions click HERE

Out for a Walk

Today I went with my Mum, Dad, Sister and Grandma out for a walk :)

Since my mum didn't want to go through our little village she decided that we drive to a deer park.

The deers and the stags are so cute <3 especially the small ones :3
And the baby boars <3

 These stags are so beautiful! I bet one of them actually is James Potter! ;)

 someone was being nosy haha

 eating from my hand :3

 These deers are so gorgeous and cute (//∇//)

 and awww little boars + their big dad /D <3

 I wanna see your peacock cock cock~ haha

a little shetland pony :33 they're SO tiny!!!

papa sheep

and two other sheep.. I love sheep so much <33

It was so much fun. Hope you like these pictures :3 Especially you, Cariza <3 :) (loads of James & Lilys haha)

bye

xo

Favourite Christmas Songs

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE! :)


Here are some of my favourite Christmas Songs. I really love Christmas Songs <3

These are not all of my favourite songs but these are the ones I like most. :3 Hope you like them too!

Have a great day today & tomorrow with loads of good food and presents!

bye ♥

New Year's Resolutions

Tomorrow is Christmas Eve ...and in saturday next week is already New Year's Eve... Time goes by so fast... :/

Here are my New Year's Resolutions:

WORKOUT

For next year's worlds I want to have perfect jumps and a good flexability.

Also I need more strength and condition because I don't want to die during the routine haha.
Oh yeah and I want to eat healthier because that's better when you do sports...:'D

READ MORE BOOKS

My challenge is to read at least 20-25 books :)

I'll give my best!

STUDY HARD FOR SCHOOL

I want to have a good Abitur (A-Levels) and at the moment my grades are not really good...

KNIT, CROCHET, SEW

Want to knit and crochet more and some more difficult things than a scarf...

And I want to learn how to sew :)

DRAW

I kinda gave up on drawing this year...Idk why. I just felt/feel like I'm not good enough

(ok, I'm not bad I know, but I'm a fckn perfectionist...)

So I want to start drawing again and improve :3

SAVE MONEY + GET A JOB

I'll visit America next year and I want to visit Japan too...So this is gonna be expensive.

Therefore I need to save loads of money because I want to go SHOPPING in Orlando + Tokyo

~ haha

HAVE FUN, BE HAPPY, ENJOY GOOD TIMES

Yeah...I think that's kinda self-explaining, isn't it?

So looking forward to Orlando/Disneyworld :) 

This will be freaking AMAZING.

yay!

Yeah, that's it I think. 

Oh and here are some holiday resolutions for the time till school starts again (jan. 9th)

• watch all glee episodes that I missed
• watch the House ep. I missed
• watch the Criminal Minds eps. I missed
• play Zelda + Professor Layton + loads of other games
• eat
• sleep
• enjoy not having school
• watch The Mentalist and NCIS ;_; (or maybe not...Idk)
• watch Stromberg
• watch other series too /D
• go to practice and practice backhandspring ! 
• watch the latest Detective Conan movie

And maybe some other things too. Idk. 


Bye bye
xo

♥ MERRY CHRISTMAS YA'LL ♥

I wish there was snow for christmas :(((

family fun

Yesterday I was in a theme park with my family.
It was pretty funny and cool, but also a little cold...
Even though the park was so beautiful because there is loads of christmas stuff at the moment (*´O `*);;

In the evening we got some delicious food there because there was a little party from my mum's work ♥ (YAY, FOOD!!)

so blurry and my hair look ugly ;_; but the water looks beautiful tho...

 

 swing ride + christmas tree

 

my sister + me with 3D glasses w/o flashlight...

 

and with flashlight... (lol at my hair °^°''' )

 

christmas tree + full moon <3

seriously, the fuck is wrong with my hair?? -_-'' why did nobody tell me?

 

on the carrousel :3 (on the photo above above too btw)

 

in the evening there was a firework :3

isn't it gorgeous? ♥

Today there was a cheerleading competition in the town and I had to help there with my team ;_; had to get up so early and came back late :(( NO ME GUSTA.

And we had to tidy up so many things in the end -.- fckn teams that didn't tidy up their own crap. At least we got some money for this for Orlando next year ~ YAY

Btw, please click THIS LINK everyday. It helps us gaining some money for our little journey :)

Thank you!!!! It's very important and it would be very kind :)

ok, that's it :3

bye bye

xo

Bow and eReader

Helloo~

it's finally december, that means CHRISTMAS ♥
I love christmas. but actually I'm not in a christmas mood at all. It doesn't even feel like it's december. The weather has been so weird lately. First it doesn't rain for like 2 months and now there is much rain again...but..just rain. I want it to get colder so it'll SNOW (*´ω`*) I love snow so much. <3 I really hope there will be snow this christmas (last year there was!)

Well, since it is christmas time I decided to do a giveaway...but actually I have no real idea of what to give away :'D but I made this pretty little bow yesterday and I thought I could give away some of these (and some other stuff too haha).

first bow I ever made...I think it's kinda cute ♥

But I still need some time to find some cute things to give away :3 so you still have to wait a little bit for the announcement 彡☆ (I think doing a giveaway is some serious business ;_; ... xD)

Ugh, there is this one thing I wanted to say in this post.
My dad already bought his christmas present and...well...look...

I have to admit it is kinda cool...but the fuck is this compared to a real book?! A book has to be made out of paper, not some stupid datas on some stupid ebook or whatever. ;_;
I told my father not to buy one but he didn't listen to me D:
I hope he'll see that real books are better than this stuff after some time...But I kinda doubt it.. :(

I don't know what else to say about this...I just wanted to show you this thing.

(Ok, there are a few advantages, e.g. it is definitely handier than a 1000 pages-book...but seriously, the smell of books is the best smell in the whole world. this can't be replaced by some crappy thing like that.)

Good Night ☆
xo

( ´△｀)

On Friday I went to the city with a friend to buy some stuff (dress,shoes,etc) for some kind of a Yule Ball of my school....but I didn't find anything.

My friend bought some very pretty, black high heels - I can't even wear high heels because I'm even taller than 70% of the guys WITHOUT any shoes. That is fucking depressing :/ I mean flats are nice and I like wearing them but I'd love to be able to wear some gorgeous high heels just once :( I hate being so goddamn tall.

Also my friend already has a dress for the ball and I don't.. :/

I found two very pretty dresses but the first one was..well...Idk. It was a little short (which is actually no problem for me haha) but it didn't really look good on me..because it is very wide around the tummy and tight around the legs :/ and the second one was SO gorgeous and SO cheap (from 160€ reduced to 30€!!!!!) but it was only available in size S and even if I'm pretty thin I'd never fit in that size lol.


This was all so depressing :(

So when I was about to go home I bought some chocolate (I actually don't really like chocolate but I was so depressed that I had an urge to eat some haha) and went to the bus ;_;


Idk what to do now. The  ball is in 2 weeks and I only have a not-so-pretty dress I really don't want to wear. D: Either I find a nice dress (forget the shoes I'll just wear some fcking flats （。。;）) or I just don't go to the ball :<


Sorry (*´Д｀)=3 no pictures in this post. no good pictures and the battery of my camera just died :'D

I just wanted to complain about the current situation ;_;

bye
xo 

My Heart is Sapphire Blue ❤

 lolol look at Siwon's and Kyuhyun's shoes. trying to cheat on their height haha

I can't help it but I'm so in love with Super Junior at the moment.

SHINee was always my favourite SM Town band but then Super Junior released A-CHa and my love for them began to grow so fast <3

I saw some fancam videos of SS4 from Saturday and it was so perfect (especially Ryeowook's solo haha, didn't know he can be that hot!!)

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I don't want to sound like one of these creepy fangirls but I just really love them at the moment. Every single member. Like all 13 original SuJu member and Henry and Zhoumi! <3

I wish they would come to Germany with their Super Show 4. But I guess they'll just visit France :(

I'm gonna wait until they announce the tour dates and places and I really hope that they'll come to Germany. This would make 2012 really perfect.

see the perfection? <3

Yeah...I don't really know what to write...I think all is said. I just wanted to express my love to them in this post.  

THANK YOU, SUPER JUNIOR.

bye :)

xo

PS: I really sound like a creepy fangirl....but actually I don't care. :3 PROUD E.L.F ♥

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just click HERE once a day!

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Thank you so much! 

xo
bye! ♥

season finales - life over.

Once again this post is about my addiction to tv shows.
This time about NCIS and The Mentalist.

OH MY GOODNESS.
The 8th season of NCIS and the 3rd season of The Mentalist just ended here in Germany and all I can say just "ASLKJDALFALKSJDALKSD"

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NCIS first.
Oh dear. I mean the death of the Port to Port Killer was...meh. it was obvious that he would die in the end, so there's nothing special I have to say about it.
But the thing that shocked me, was, what Tony has to do now for the SecNav. SERIOUSLY WHOSE PICTURE WAS IN THIS FOLDER?!?!?!?!
I really had no idea until a friend of mine said that he thinks it could've been Vance, but another friend said Barret....But seriously, I never trusted Vance. He's such a suspicious character. I have no idea what is in his mind and he's kind of a fucking jerk. (Jenny was the best director ever ♥)
So I have no idea what to think now. I don't know if I want to wait until season 9 will begin here in Germany because I'm so excited at the moment and I really want to know what happens next (´____`;)
I'm so impatient haha.


And now The Mentalist

OH MY GOD. This was one of the most shocking season finales I've ever seen. First of all, the "mole". I always thought that Van Pelt's fiancé was kinda weird but I didn't think that he worked for Red John. Serisouly, that fucking bastard. If he wasn't dead already I would jump into the TV and kill him myself. Don't hurt pretty little Van Pelt, boy! D:
But my OTP always was Van Pelt x Rigsby （　´∀｀;）

But that was not the worst in this episode. Patrick Jane killed Red John. Or at least the man that pretended to be him. I don't know if it really was him. I hope so, because Jane has his peace now. BUT THO ASJKADLSDASFLAKSDL ;_____;
Well, at least Hightower is back. <3 

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I have no words to express my feelings about all these things.


I just know that I want to know how it goes on but I'm not sure if I should watch these series (and Hawaii 5-0 too....GOD. that was a shocking finale too DDD:) online in English or just wait till NEXT YEAR ...... 

I hope I don't bother you with my feelings, but I really needed to write about this.

bye bye

xo :3

PS: I need to buy so many things (ノД`) And in one week is my birthday (＾□＾*) And I don't know if I should go to the 30 Seconds to Mars concert or not.... D:

RANT: Gyaru Secrets

Ok. To be honest, I like reading some secrets because sometimes they're true.
But like 2/3 of all the 'secrets' are HATE.
And not just any sort of hate. This seriously is cyber bullying.


EXAMPLES

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And these are not even the worst. There are posts of fat or black gyarus,etc. That is so pathetic.

I like the gyaru style but western gyarus are some fucking bitches. They post hate posts about others but I bet they look even worse.

I saw this also posted on gyaru secrets and all I can say is: TRUE STORY.

Don't tell others they're ugly or fat or whatever. You are the ones who are the ugly people. When you''re ugly on the inside you're ugly on the outside aswell. So just shut the fuck up and stop hating and posting those pictures on g_s. Tell these people what bothers you in the face in some nice words like "you could improve xy" or "try to do xy". Posting these things just makes you a fucking ugly coward. You ain't no better than people you hate on.

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That doesn't mean there are no nice or funny things on g_s. There are loads of posts like "she is so beautiful, who is she?" or "she is my inspiration" or "such a great gyaru".
I just wanted to say that these posts annoy me. I mean, sometimes some posts are true but still it hurts these people.


bye bye
xo

Fingerbiting problems....

 

 

I suffer from this so badly. I can't even tell myself to stop because my will is not strong enough. Like seriously. D:

There I had the idea that it maybe will get better if I always wear nail polish. I don't think this will be good for my nails but since I take Biotin it's ok haha.
But my problem is I only have a few nailpolishes because I barely wear any of them. You know, red nail polish takes ages to vanish from your nails and so does blue. and the only other colour I have is brown/purple. XD

But whatever currently I have a metallic blue on my nails and I looove this colour. It is so pretty! But it doesn't really match with my clothes....but I don't care haha. And it is almost empty...or just too old...but you need to paint over and over on the nail with it like 1000 times

and this is the brown/purple....well it looks a little bit like black but it is not black it is just veeery dark. But it's pretty though.


So far it kind of keeps me from biting the skin around my nails....well at least the skin on the 'beginning' of the nail.... :/ I really want to stop with that but I have no idea how. I'm kinda desperate... and my fingers look so ugly and when there's blood all over them,etc they look even worse -.-
(I'm not this "oh I'm so ugly etc" person but when it comes to my hands I'm very....like this haha)


Well, need to go to bed now ~
bye bye :3
xo

PS: I finished It's kind of a funny Story ! It is such a goooooood book!! :))

It's kind of a funny story.....

Oh god.
I haven't posted anything for like ages, lol.
And to be honest I have no idea what to write about at the moment because I spent like 3/4 of the week with school and practice and only on the weekend I really have time for friends,etc but I don't really go out or anything currently. My life is freaking boring actually.

But I'm reading "It's kind of a funny story" at the moment and it is so good so far!!!

I love books with deeper meaning.....well I think it doesn't really have a deeper meaning because it's quite obvious what's it about but I love the fact that you can see how people can break down under the weight of work or school or whatever. I think if I was a little bit more dedicated to school and still would fail I'd break down one day too....but actually I'm one of the laziest girls on earth when it comes to school....so I have to accept that I don't get perfect marks. But to be honest I think if I studied harder I'd have better grades.....but... well....no motivation, sorry XD

so this is just my life at the moment in a few sentences.

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Like two weeks ago I was in Düsseldorf because it was Japan Day there and I met with some cool friends ♥ it was a very nice day and we ate korean food and IT WAS THE BEST FUCKING FOOD I EVER ATE FO'REAL....unfortunately I have no idea what it was...

My make up that day was inspired by make up of various gyarus.....but since I don't have any falsies or circle lenses it is just without these things :3 I actually like it tho. I think it makes my eyes look bigger and brighter and it makes me look a little cute ;_; (well, that all sounds a little selfish but this picture was taken at like 1 am and my make up still looks good XD)

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bye  :3 ♥
xo

PS: I try to update more often from now on but I don't promise. I'm just so busy :((( school sucks!!!!